Yesterday my therapist asked what thoughts I had about the prior weeks sessions. Truth is, I’m not sure what to think right now.
I have so much information coming to me, about many different issues. With everything I have been reading from twitter to blogs to newspaper articles and books. Sometimes things I read are different from what she tells me.
So I wonder….. is it important for me to forgive? I don’t really think I can and not sure that I want to. Forgive my brother for what he did to me? Forgive my Aunt for kicking me out of the family because I wasn’t behaving in the manner that she though I should be!
Why am I upset about my Aunt? I was sent to live with her after my parents died. How can she not understand why I was messed up? Did she even try?
She kicked me out of the only family I had left. She made me an orphan, again.
So much shit has happened that I just don’t know what to do or how to deal with it.
I sure hope this therapy thing works out.