I’m stuck

One week ago I lost my job. Another one, again. At least it wasn’t my fault this time. This is starting to become an all too familiar scenario for me.

Here I sit, trying to keep my thoughts together. Trying not to become more depressed, not to fall into that big dark pit I was in before. I know I’m not doing this right, but the only thing I feel that I can do right now is to not think. The only thing that is keeping me from sliding down.

I am fortunate this time. I am in therapy, individual and group, and I am medicated. Maybe it won’t be so bad this time.

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About Avictimnomore

Lost soul, trying to find myself. Trying to learn to be a survivor of child sexual abuse, the death of my parents when I was a teen, and being disowned by my remaining family.
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2 Responses to I’m stuck

  1. Miss Lou says:

    Hi Alison, lovely to meet you! Take comfort in the fact the feelings you are having wont last forever!

  2. Ashana M says:

    Just keep going. Eventually, you’ll get somewhere. You kind of have to.

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