Weak

Today I feel weak.

Sometimes it is a struggle to be strong. I feel that if I let myself break down, let myself really feel, that I won’t be able to recover.

Sometimes I want to let go.

Why do these feelings come to me
The purpose in them I don’t see.
Why don’t these feelings let me be
Why don’t they just let me be me

I definitely think I put up a good front.

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About Avictimnomore

Lost soul, trying to find myself. Trying to learn to be a survivor of child sexual abuse, the death of my parents when I was a teen, and being disowned by my remaining family.
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2 Responses to Weak

  1. Hello
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  2. overcomer says:

    This is normal for us. Sometimes feeling is just too much. We want them to just go away because they are so painful. Surround yourself with people you can just be with so you don’t have to put up a good front for. Keep writing about it, it helps. http://www.releaseher.net

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