Today I feel like shit. I have been feeling pretty up lately, but today is a crappy day. I don’t know why really. Well, I know how it started. I don’t know why my brain lets it snowball. I don’t know why I let other peoples moods affect me so much. So the end result is me being in a shitty mood, feeling bad about myself and my life.

This is some half-assed blog today, sorry.

Anyway I hope I can break myself out of this. I don’t like feeling useless and like my life is just shit.

I don’t like these ups and downs either. Makes me feel crazy.

Sent from my iPhone


About Avictimnomore

Lost soul, trying to find myself. Trying to learn to be a survivor of child sexual abuse, the death of my parents when I was a teen, and being disowned by my remaining family.
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