I feel right now, that I’ve figured out the reason why people commit murder before they commit suicide. This only applies to people they (the murderer) know.  

I believe they love the people they murder and want to take them with them, they will miss them. That makes sense to me. Like me, this will make a lot of people mad in fact I’m sure this whole post will make people mad, but I would want to take my dog with me. I would miss her. Dogs are the best friends. They always love you, they never argue with you unless you try and take their bones. They are always happy to see you, they always give kisses and always forgive you even after you yell at them. 

I really love my dog but I would never kill her. People always seem to mess that up.  They go off and kill people, wives, kids, etc., but half the time don’t get around to killing themselves. And you sure can’t kill yourself first and someone else later. 

Some people don’t think I love them, but I do.  I love many people in different ways. I just don’t always express it. 

I do love you!


About Avictimnomore

Lost soul, trying to find myself. Trying to learn to be a survivor of child sexual abuse, the death of my parents when I was a teen, and being disowned by my remaining family.
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2 Responses to Murder/Suicide

  1. Thank you for sharing. In some cases, I think you may be right. One of the reasons why I have dogs, plural, is that unconditional love. That love is always there except when it involves the bone.

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