Monthly Archives: August 2015

Ironic

Isnt it ironic……. Makes me think of that Alanis Morrisette song. Good song.  I had a mammogram a couple weeks ago and received a letter in the mail notifying me to call my Dr. They found something that wasn’t present … Continue reading

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Don’t you dare give up….

Every time I look at that picture when I log on, I have to laugh at myself. I’ve tried to give up numerous times, yet I can’t even do that right. I have been feeling down lately. Just another part … Continue reading

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Missing safety

Originally posted on a2eternity:
Sometimes, when I’m especially struggling, I miss being in the psychiatric unit of the hospital. Right now is one of those times.

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Thanks

Thanks.

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Thanks

I’d like to thank everybody who takes the time to read my blog. Thanks for suffering through it with me. My hope is that maybe one day someone will read it and find the courage to seek help for all … Continue reading

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The Abuse

I’ve been working on a narrative, with my therapist, of the times of sexual abuse by my brother that I remember. I don’t really remember much but, what I do remember is too much.  “The last time my brother abused … Continue reading

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Shit day

Nothing good to report here. Today has been a total shit day. My brain is not dealing well with my emotions which are not dealing well with my life. I wish my brain were fixed. 

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