Isnt it ironic……. Makes me think of that Alanis Morrisette song. Good song.
I had a mammogram a couple weeks ago and received a letter in the mail notifying me to call my Dr. They found something that wasn’t present last year. So, I have to get another mammogram or a sonogram. Sucks that it’s Saturday and I have to wait until Monday to call. It’s not like I have the money for another mammogram and especially not for a sonogram as I have no insurance.
The ironic part is that I’m always thinking about death, wishing I were dead, periodically trying to commit suicide. Yet when it comes to this and other health scares, I am scared. Why all of a sudden am I afraid to die? Is it just because I want to do it on my own terms? I know I don’t want to die of some long drawn out process. I’m all for a persons right to die.
It’s completely ironic to me.