Monthly Archives: April 2016

So far so good

I’m still trying to watch what I eat and go for walks. I went five days last week but totally blew off Friday, Saturday and Sunday. So, back at it today.  I still tried to eat pretty decent but no … Continue reading

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First week trying to be serious

Well, today is only Tuesday and I am being semi successful at my new eating habits. I do good in the morning and at lunch. The problem is trying to get the family to go along with the new plan.  … Continue reading

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Sometimes I don’t even know why I try! Why do I struggle to stay alive? Why do I keep going to therapy? To group? Why do I try and watch my blood sugar?  Why do I take all of my … Continue reading

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I totally agree, yet it is difficult to not want a family relationship. Important for me to remember that these people who have chosen not to have a relationship with me are poison. Poison to my soul, poison to my … Continue reading

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