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I don’t hate you……

I don’t hate you, my brother Kreigh.  I hate the things you’ve done. I hate the way you made the little girl, that was me, feel.  I hate the way I feel today because of the things you did to … Continue reading

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Almost Christmas

It’s almost here! That wonderful time of year where we all share joy and laughter, good times and good food. Bah Humbug! I am dreading Christmas this year more than usual. I am usually a little happy about it. I … Continue reading

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Thoughts from my session today

Thoughts 11/3/15 Feeling a little weird today, can’t really explain the feeling. Thinking a lot about my therapy session from this morning. Didn’t really go over that much new. Read a portion of what we did last week. The part … Continue reading

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The Abuse

I’ve been working on a narrative, with my therapist, of the times of sexual abuse by my brother that I remember. I don’t really remember much but, what I do remember is too much.  “The last time my brother abused … Continue reading

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Little Deeds

In my attempt to be a better person and actually do the things I think about, I am going to participate in a couple of walks. First, I am raising money for RAINN. They are a big help to survivors. … Continue reading

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