Monthly Archives: September 2017

Unanswered questions Biological

Posted on September 6, 2017 by Avictimnomore

Sometimes, when I’m sitting around feeling sorry for myself, I wonder why my biological parents didn’t want me.  The story my brother told me was that I was taken away from the home because of neglect. That’s all he had … Continue reading →

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Not good enough

Posted on September 5, 2017 by Avictimnomore

After the shitty day I had at work I think I’ll talk about not feeling good enough. Not being good enough to have a decent job. Not good enough to have a decent position in a shitty job. Not good … Continue reading →

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Toss up

Posted on September 4, 2017 by Avictimnomore

I have so many thoughts in my head I don’t know which to talk about. Should I talk about my anxiety and feelings of never being good enough, never getting a good job again?  How long is my brain going … Continue reading →

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