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Unanswered questions Biological
Sometimes, when I’m sitting around feeling sorry for myself, I wonder why my biological parents didn’t want me. The story my brother told me was that I was taken away from the home because of neglect. That’s all he had … Continue reading
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Not good enough
After the shitty day I had at work I think I’ll talk about not feeling good enough. Not being good enough to have a decent job. Not good enough to have a decent position in a shitty job. Not good … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, adult survivor of child abuse, anxiety, child abuse, child sexual abuse, death, depression, incest, Mental Health, PTSD, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Therapy, trauma
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Toss up
I have so many thoughts in my head I don’t know which to talk about. Should I talk about my anxiety and feelings of never being good enough, never getting a good job again? How long is my brain going … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, adult survivor of child abuse, brother, child abuse, child sexual abuse, depression, depression awareness, Disorders, incest, Mental Health, PTSD, Self esteem, sexual abuse, sexual child abuse, sibling abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, trauma
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A Victim No More…….day 1
Just got done reading through all my old posts. I wonder if I am any better. A lot of repetitive thoughts and feelings. Source: A Victim No More…….day 1
Posted in adoption, adult survivor of child abuse, awareness, child abuse, death, depression and anxiety, depression awareness, incest, love, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention
Tagged Abuse, adoption, adult survivor of child abuse, anger, anxiety, child abuse, child sexual abuse
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Skyway Jumpers
After re reading this post from two years ago, I wonder am I a failure because I haven’t straightened out my life yet? Or am I a failure because I didn’t jump as I promised myself. 52 and counting….. Source: … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, adult survivor of child abuse, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, anger, anxiety, child abuse, child sexual abuse, death, depression
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Don’t you dare give up….
Every time I look at that picture when I log on, I have to laugh at myself. I’ve tried to give up numerous times, yet I can’t even do that right. I have been feeling down lately. Just another part … Continue reading
Exasperating
Here I sit, another day. Nothing in my world in too exciting to say. I have nothing happy to inspirational to say. That’s why I haven’t written. What I do have to say is that life is exasperating. I am … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, anxiety, behavior, betrayal, child abuse, child sexual abuse, death, depression, Disorders, incest, Mental disorder, Mental Health, sexual abuse, trauma, triggers
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WALK FOR LIFE
http://manateeglens.donorpages.com/WalkforLife2013/LisaValkenaar Manatee Glens Walk for Life On Saturday, September 28, 2013 I am participating in the 11thAnnual Manatee Glens Run/Walk for Life 5k to raise awareness about depression and to prevent suicide. Manatee Glens helps families in crisis with mental … Continue reading
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Tagged adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, child sexual abuse, death, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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Passing the test.
This week has been good, up until today. I think I did a good job of maintaining some level of sanity, happiness. I worked hard in the yard and fixing the pool all week. Sure does feel good to be … Continue reading
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One thing I don’t understand……
I remember being abused as a child. What I don’t understand is why I don’t recall myself ever being afraid of my brother back then. I loved my brother. I remember loving him at an age that was after the … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, child sexual abuse, death, depression, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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