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Another Episode
Yes, I had another HUGE anxiety episode today. I didn’t bother to mention the big trigger I had Thursday. I’ve started my new medication and it can’t start working fast enough. Basically it’s like three weeks without depression or anxiety … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, depression, medication, Mental Health, triggers
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Bad Week So Far
This week started off rough for me. Monday I had to appear for jury selection. The first case I was called for was against a major tobacco company. That would have been interesting, but I wasn’t sure how missing two … Continue reading
I don’t hate you……
I don’t hate you, my brother Kreigh. I hate the things you’ve done. I hate the way you made the little girl, that was me, feel. I hate the way I feel today because of the things you did to … Continue reading
Posted in adult survivor of child abuse, brother, child abuse, depression and anxiety, depression awareness, incest, love, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Uncategorized
Tagged Abuse, brother, child sexual abuse, csa, drug abuse, hate, incest, relationship, suicide, trigger, triggers
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Thanks
Thanks.
Posted in adult survivor of child abuse, awareness, child abuse, death, depression and anxiety, depression awareness, incest, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention
Tagged Abuse, anxiety, child abuse, child sexual abuse, depression, depression awareness, incest, Mental Health, triggers
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Exasperating
Here I sit, another day. Nothing in my world in too exciting to say. I have nothing happy to inspirational to say. That’s why I haven’t written. What I do have to say is that life is exasperating. I am … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, anxiety, behavior, betrayal, child abuse, child sexual abuse, death, depression, Disorders, incest, Mental disorder, Mental Health, sexual abuse, trauma, triggers
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WALK FOR LIFE
http://manateeglens.donorpages.com/WalkforLife2013/LisaValkenaar Manatee Glens Walk for Life On Saturday, September 28, 2013 I am participating in the 11thAnnual Manatee Glens Run/Walk for Life 5k to raise awareness about depression and to prevent suicide. Manatee Glens helps families in crisis with mental … Continue reading
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Tagged adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, child sexual abuse, death, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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Passing the test.
This week has been good, up until today. I think I did a good job of maintaining some level of sanity, happiness. I worked hard in the yard and fixing the pool all week. Sure does feel good to be … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, anxiety, child sexual abuse, death, depression, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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One thing I don’t understand……
I remember being abused as a child. What I don’t understand is why I don’t recall myself ever being afraid of my brother back then. I loved my brother. I remember loving him at an age that was after the … Continue reading
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Tagged Abuse, adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, child sexual abuse, death, depression, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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Only temporary
Today I’ve come to the conclusion that my happy days are only temporary. Yesterday I was on a high. Thought I was starting to get it all figured out. Felt like I was making progress in therapy. Thought I was … Continue reading
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Tagged adoption, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, anxiety, child sexual abuse, death, depression, depression awareness, Disorders, Health, incest, love, Manatee Glens, Mental Health, parent death, sexual abuse, suicide, suicide prevention, Support group, trauma, triggers
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Thought of the day
Well, for a short period of time I thought I had some things figured out. Who’s kidding who? Me! It seems that I go from one extreme to another. One minute I feel like I know what to do about … Continue reading
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